But gardening has been minimal because myself and our expanding staff at the ministry have been working all summer. Our Aug blog posting is minimal, because of our many new launches about to happen. We will be posting an entirely new blog, web site, and prayer site very soon and I can't wait for all of you to see it.
We will also have new online educational and retreat programs, new art, new prayer cards, and an introduction to some of our new "flock"!!
Our prayers and blessings of God's abundant beauty in your life. Please remember to pray for us too.
Debra and the Mute Swan Ministry
I
recently had a friend say to me, "God is so mysterious, I wish He would
shout his answers to us." I think God does shout His answers and they
are simple, but so difficult. I find that I will hear something very
clearly, but I don't want to accept it. My 16th year down to Kentucky
and I arrived on a hot afternoon and noticed, with a particular
attention to it, the words inscribed in stone over the monastic gate,
"GOD ALONE." 
Welcome to summer and the month of July, the hottest month of the year in the northern hemisphere. According to the Gregorian calendar, July is the seventh month and in our family it is also the month of the only summer birthday, our oldest daughter's-Tegan. This meant Tegan had birthday swim parties and it also meant a tradition which began on our first birthday and continued until her twenty-first birthday. Each year I planted mammoth sunflowers on our deck from tiny seeds. On her first birthday a sunflower seed was accidentally planted and it bloomed, bright and big right on her birthday, and so began the tradition.
By Tegan's twenty-first birthday I had pots lining our deck
where the summer beats down for most of the afternoon. Over twenty of those
giant sunflowers bloomed, and most of them bloomed the week of her birthday,
bringing smiles, yellow finches, bees and beauty.
My daughter is now married and lives far away in Texas. I miss her and I miss all the sunflowers. Sometimes I miss her being a little girl and I miss being a young mother. I feel nostalgic for those summer days when we planted sunflowers, caught fireflies, went swimming at Grandpa and Grandma's, and ate popcicles.
I just finished a wonderful retreat last weekend on Contemplative Prayer and I am working on a new journal on the same topic. I am reminded that the contemplative life is being present to the present moment. Memories are wonderful, but I have a tendency to look back and remember it perfectly. With prayer we can begin to have an awareness of our life right now, and all the beauty that is before us in this moment. We have only the moments, strings of pearls where we glimpse the mystery, the glory, and God's radiance before us. More often we are working really hard to manufacture good times, either through a lot of busyness and 'props', or we editing the past memories.The real gift is to be present to your present life.
Enjoy these summer days, whatever they may bring. Even in the midst of financial struggles, health concerns, relationships problems, and work stress, stay in your life, and look for the presence of God.
Even if you don't have the time or inclination to plant sunflowers or 'gaze' upon them, I pray that a glimpse of God's beauty in your life is revealed to you and gives you a reason to hope today.
Enjoy our summer blog and our new projects, outreach and people.
Be blessed with beauty,
Debra and the volunteers at the Mute Swan Ministry
Life is lost in the freneticLiving at God's Speed; Healing in God's Time, by Charles W. Sidoti
Most of us have a difficult time allowing God to work on
God’s time and to put aside our personal time line. God listens to our wants
and needs and He is faithful in His own time, however, trusting God is one of
the hardest things we can do in our lives. His timing is definitely not our
timing!
We must continue to be spiritually prompted and reminded to be aware of the difference between chronos (the time of clocks and calendars) and kairos (the appointed time in the purpose of God-in short God’s time). And most importantly, to understand that chronos and kairos do not run concurrently!
So, how do we strive to keep our time schedule and time frame under God’s while trying to reduce our stress level? The self help book market is overflowing with tools and techniques to transform our lives. However, the methodology of Sidoti and Feinstein is not based on new age philosophies. This becomes apparent to the reader as the book opens with a beautiful prayer:
Free
me, Lord, from the inner bondage and endless cycle of what I think needs to
happen before I can be happy. Free me, Lord, from my idea of the solution. Help
me to wait with open-ended joyful expectation; and help me to experience your
peace. –Charles Sidoti
Living
at God’s Speed, Healing in God’s Time is arranged into four sections
representing key aspects of spiritual growth. Following each reflection is a short
“Connecting Point” which helps the reader to relate what they have read to
their personal life. This is followed by a short prayer. Sidoti and Feinstein,
writing in everyday language with the use of amusing anecdotes, have put
together an impressive work. It makes for an engaging and thought-provoking
read!
In this simple, yet beautifully written book the
proclamation that God is at work in the everyday world permeates the pages. The
authors challenge the reader to “see things differently” and urge us to open
our eyes and our hearts to see irrefutable evidence that we can let go of our
worries if we only become aware of God’s presence in our lives and in the
universe and to live in kairos.
Book Review by Carol Ann Gall
Moving forward I choose to live on God’s clock. I pray you
do the same also!